Lamar Odom and Khloe Kardashian divorced in 2016, however he’s by no means stopped lacking her. The previous NBA star would like to reconnect along with his ex, nonetheless, there’s one huge concern holding him again.
In his upcoming new tell-all, Darkness to Gentle: A Memoir, Lamar Odom, 39, talks about being the happiest he’s “ever been” with ex-wife Khloe Kardashian, 34. Within the e book, which hits cabinets Might 28, he additionally admits to being a intercourse addict and shares his regrets over how he let Khloe down throughout their seven 12 months marriage. The previous couple are at the moment not involved however a supply near Lamar tells HollywoodLife EXCLUSIVELY that he desires to achieve out to her — however to this point his concern of getting “rejected” is holding him again.
“Lamar has been telling these near him that he actually misses Khloe,” says the supply. “He thinks about her always and that break-up was such a tough factor for him. Lamar is contemplating now greater than ever reaching out to her, however in fact, he’s afraid he’ll get rejected by her. He thinks about her always and can at all times love her.”
Khloe and Lamar shared many completely satisfied occasions over their seven 12 months marriage however there have been additionally many darkish occasions on account of Lamar’s admitted drug addiction. An habit that almost price Lamar his life in 2015, when he was hospitalized following an overdose at a Nevada brothel. Lamar, who would inform Kevin Hart in 2018 that he suffered 12 strokes and six heart attacks when the overdose occurred, spent 4 days in a coma. When he lastly regained consciousness Khloe was by his facet in his Las Vegas hospital room — despite the fact that they’d already damaged up.
Khloe proved she was the definition of trip or die, so it’s no shock that Lamar desires her again in his life. A second supply near the legendary L.A. Lakers participant tells HollywoodLife EXCLUSIVELY that he’d even be prepared to maintain issues completely platonic along with his ex. “Lamar would like to be near Khloe once more, even simply as a buddy. He at all times says how grateful he’s to her and her household and he would like to be again of their circle once more.”
And in response to the supply Lamar is hoping that his upcoming memoir will assist convey Khloe again into his life and make her happy with him once more. “Lamar’s e book may be very uncooked, he’s proudly owning his entire reality, even the stuff he would somewhat disguise and that has taken an enormous quantity of braveness and energy. He’s hopeful that Khloe will see the expansion in that, in him, and be proud. He would like to reestablish a connection together with her. He misses her and the entire household.”